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outerfringe ([personal profile] outerfringe) wrote2022-08-25 03:40 am

@hardlydead

[One day David simply stops appearing by the fire with the rest of them, and Jeff does his very best to be relieved for him. There are only two real possible reasons for that, right? Either he'd actually died for real, or he'd managed to find a way back home- and either way, it meant that he was out of this place. Jeff tries to be happy for him, and for the most part, he is.

He doesn't think about David at all the first day after he wakes up on the cold floor of the Ormond resort, back stiff and jacket crusted with frost. Instead he's too busy finding his way back to town, organizing arrangements to make it home. His apartment key no longer works, he recognizes none of his neighbors, but his bank account was still somehow in alright standing.

Jeff finds a new place. He does not find a new dog.

He feels weird about creating a Facebook account just to check for David, but he does it anyway. When that comes up fruitless, he thinks a lot about the conversations the two of them had while tucked close together in the dark. Wonders if David would even want to be found by someone like him, to be faced with a reminder of the time they'd spent doing everything they could to simply survive.

Jeff tries to paint but can't seem to pull himself out of severe blacks and reds. Tries to catch up on the music he'd missed from the bands he'd loved but it fails to soothe him the way it had before. He considers a therapist, and then decides that he'd be locked away the second he was candid enough for someone to actually help him.

So he packs some things, books a flight. Finds himself at his fifth seedy pub in three days without much hope - except this time when he says he's looking for David King, the big guy by the bar makes a point of sizing him up. Jeff sets his shoulders, frowns and promises that he's an old friend, but it doesn't seem to affect much the scowl on the guy's face. He says something (that Jeff completely misses, he can barely understand a goddamn thing when people here are drunk and loud), but seems to indicate for him to wait.

Which he does. He parks on a stool with a drink, assumes his most unapproachable aura, and waits. He doesn't know who he's expecting to appear, but it's not David.

There's not a chance it would actually be that simple.]
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we do!! but how 🤔 the only thing i can think of is unnecessarily cruel lmao

[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-10-19 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ david's happy with that too. more than, even. he's in no rush to order food, more interested in laying here with jeff, lifting a hand to comb his fingers through his hair and cradle the back of his head with a soft, happy sigh. ]
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lmAO listen all i got is "hm time to fly to canada weird it got dark on this flight oh no oh f--"

[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-10-19 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
Been a long day.

[ david doesn't plan to stop unless jeff makes an actual complaint, quite content to keep combing through jeff's hair with his fingers. ]
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can't ever travel at night without xanax again

[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ like this mysterious other thread, and honestly like always, david is happy to stay like this. arms around jeff and fingers in his hair. he's dozing a little too when jeff snaps awake, and that in turn startles david, but he looks up at him and brings a hand to his cheek in a light touch. ]

Hey-- you're alright.
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ david lifts his head just enough to give jeff a quick kiss and lays his head back down, smiling lazily at jeff now he knows he's not freaking out or anything. ]

I'll try not to put you to sleep again.
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
You'll get your turn.

[ teasing, just a little. it hadn't even occurred to him he was hogging all the pillow action, it just comes naturally to him. probably does to jeff too, but david's more proactive about it :') ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Mattress was probably half my furniture budget when I moved in.

[ sleeping well is an important part of being jacked ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he snorts ] Would've loved to see how far she got with me on it.
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-04 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Over her shoulders is a bit far.

[ jeff please. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-05 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ david sighs happily into the kiss, a little sad about it when jeff moves away, but he reminds david about food and that gets a soft chuckle out of him. he sits up and reaches off the side of the bed to grab his jeans and get his phone so he can make an order. ]

Yeah, yeah. Guess I'll feed you.
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-06 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ that... throws him off and david pauses what he was doing on his phone, silent for a second like he's been caught doing something, and then he relaxes again. ]

Yeah. [ he looks up at jeff with a stupid little smirk. ] I was shit with 'em.
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-06 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
Uh-- sure, yeah. Go for it.

[ better getting used than collecting dust on a shelf. they're good quality paints too, kind of a waste. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2022-11-06 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ david wouldn't dream of stopping jeff from playing with the paints. he stays in bed, a little dazed by how adorable that was, and gets to ordering in a couple of veggie curries and whatnot. takes the opportunity to make a phonecall to uncle brass about taking some time off that goes... better than he anticipated really. significantly so. it makes him a little anxious, but david decides it's just because he's been busting his ass since he got back. ]

[ none of that takes very long, about ten minutes later david's coming out of the bedroom after pulling on a pair of sweatpants. or at least as far as the doorway where he lingers when he spots jeff, leaning against the frame and watching him with another of those small, awestruck smiles. ]

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