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Oh.

[ doesn't sound like any kind of dancing he knows, but who gives a shit really. sounded better than the dancing david did, which was mostly just parading around some hot chick like an accessory for everyone to envy. ]

[ christ that's depressing. almost makes him reach for the bottle to guzzle down a few mouthfuls, but he stops himself. he's trying to be decent company for once in his adult life. ]

So that's... Fun?

[ good job, excellent ]

[The question gives him pause, and then he laughs despite himself. He casts a sidelong glance David's way, like he's unsure how to answer the question.]

Yeah. Concerts. Lots of energy, you know? Easy to get swept up in. Good music helps, too.

[And he, too, is trying his damndest to be good company. A good conversationalist.]

You don't listen to much music?

I did, I guess.

[ he tilts his head just a little, thinking. remembering what he'd listen to at the gym, the odd concert. raves and club nights. that's not stuff he ever once even thought he'd miss, but here he is. ]

Not like you, I guess, but if you wanted some drunk fuck belting Champagne Supernova at 3AM then I'm your guy.

[The way Jeff laughs is more a surprised rumble and tremble of the shoulders than anything else, and he picks up the bottle he's just put down to take another bracing drink.]

Point is - it's supposed to be rowdy, but this guy was out to kill. Managed to save the eye, then I almost lost vision in it. Changes your outlook, you know.

[It's honestly the most he's told anyone about it at once - not because of embarrassment at his past, but just because sharing anything always feels like oversharing. There's a comfort in sharing a bottle by the fire that makes it easier.]

Shit.

[ david leaves it at that for a couple moments, looking at jeff. never once occurred to him to even ask about the scar even though, looking at him now, that kinda thing doesn't just happen, he's been bruised and cut up and bleeding way too many times even before the fog not to know it. ]

Good on you for stepping in though, y'know? Most wouldn't.

[He shrugs, dismissive only because he's never sure what to do with a compliment, and holds the bottle out as a question.]

More people than you think.

[He hates these trials, but some folks have died for him, and will again.]

Sorry. Got heavy, huh. What were we talking about - beer.

[ probably for the best that jeff uncomfortably shifts the topic. david opens his mouth to explain why he's sure he's pretty spot-on in his estimation — he's grabbed people out of crowded places, beat the shit out of them in broad daylight, he could count the number of times anybody ever did even the bare minimum to stop him on his hands — but the moment to think that the topic change gives him makes him realise he doesn't want to talk about that. talking about the rugby or the fights was whatever, but the debt collection shit... jeff's a good man, david doesn't wanna tell him about all that. ]

[ he takes the bottle and drinks, waving a dismissive hand ] Don't worry about it. Only so much conversation you can get out of beer anyway.

Metal, then. Told Quentin I'd send him some vinyls if we make it out of here. I'll hook you up, too.

[Jeff is under no illusions about their likelihood of escape. It's a platitude for himself, a self-soothing balm, because he refuses to just give up entirely. He'll keep looking for that glimmer light through the fog as long as he's able to.

(Not that he's immune to despair. Not that things don't feel just a little more crushingly futile every single time he watches someone skewered by a hook. Dangerous, stupid thoughts-)

He shakes his head.]

You'd like moshing.

[ david breathes a soft laugh through his nose, another one that doesn't reach his eyes, and he shakes his head. ]

Nah, I'm not...

[ he swallows, takes another drink, and puts the bottle down between them. ]

Self-control isn't exactly my strong suit.

[ he's not like jeff, he's like the dickhead who almost blinded him. ]

[Jeff glances sideways at him for a moment, then down at the bottle David had offered to share with him.]

Dunno, man. Maybe you weren't before.

[But none of them are the people they used to be. He rolls his shoulder in a shrug, then starts to peel off his own jacket - it's warm enough by the fire already.]

But you'd know better than me.

I was a fighter for a reason, mate. I--

[ hm. no. he stares at the fire and shakes his head again. ]

Vinyls though. I'd like that.

You'd go back to it? We wake up at home tomorrow.

[Jeff folds his jacket in his lap just to have something to do with his hands. There's no judgment in his question, just sincere curiosity.]

Probably, yeah.

[ he's got years of pent-up violence and anger in him at this point. ]

Win every fight too, way this fuckin' place has pissed me off.

[Jeff exhales a breathless little laugh, and he has to admit now that the drink is getting to his head a little. He can't remember the last time he was drunk. It's a nice feeling to sink into.]

I'm telling you, man. Watercolors.

[ david laughs, a genuine one this time, still smiling when he looks aside at jeff. ]

Tell you what. You find some watercolours and I'll paint as many happy little trees or whatever as you want.

Don't tell me that. I'll start grinding up flowers. Let you design my next tattoo.

[Not that Jeff has any idea how to actually make paints of his own, but whatever, it's a fun threat to make - and privately, he's pleased that the smile seems more sincere than the ones before.]

Yeah? How much space've you got on your back?

[ he can picture it now, the ugliest landscape in this dimension or any other, just for jeff. ]

[He laughs out loud at the response, a surprised bark of sound.]

Plenty. But we'll all have to match, yeah? Solidarity in survival.

[ he doesn't think he's ever heard jeff laugh like that, and it makes the smile on david's face widen into a grin, part of him privately thrilled he managed to pull that out of him, as quiet and withdrawn as jeff is. ]

Sounds good to me. Ugly survivor tats designed by yours truly for the whole lot.

[He'd be a little embarrassed by it if it weren't for David's grin and the gentle hum of the liquor. He ties his hair back and has another swallow of it. Eyes focused on the fire, but the laugh has left a slight smile in its wake.]

I'll clean it up into something good, don't worry.

What about my artistic vision, Jeff?

[ he reaches over to take the bottle, managing for all of .3 seconds to act like he's in any way offended by jeff's hypothetical cleaning of his hypothetical art. maybe it's the booze or maybe he's just had his mood sufficiently lifted (it's both) but the whole idea just seems stupidly funny to him. ]

I'll keep it to constructive criticism, then. Want you to be the best artist you can be.

[But this is such an idiotic conversation and Jeff can't help but be amused by every bit of it. He watches David take the bottle and wonders if he's ever enjoyed drinking anything this utterly foul so much before.]

I'll be your mentor. Help you find your muse.

Lucky me. Got the best artist in the fog to annoy.

[ he definitely hasn't enjoyed a drink this horrible before, not so oddly genuinely at least, nor has he felt this good in... fuck, it's been a long time. since before he arrived, probably. warm and relaxed with that gentle haze settling in his head. ]

What about you?

[ hopping topics, he's sure jeff can follow what with how he gives no warning or indication of where his thoughts are going. ]

[Jeff is silent for a moment, considering, because he's definitely missed a jump here and he's not quite sure what David's asking. He gives him a sideways look, eyes narrowed.]

You want me to be your muse? I'm flattered, man.

[Who knew that dicking around and pretending like you weren't trapped in an eternal hellscape for a few minutes was so good for the soul?]

No-- [ he laughs ] I mean, sure.

[ he does actually get distracted by that for a second, thinking about it with his eyes narrowed. the word certainly brings to mind someone more feminine, but jeff's handsome and he's kind and he probably has a million better ideas than david could come up with. could be worse. ]

[ --wait. he shakes his head and sits up properly with a grunt, putting the bottle down after another deep pull. ]

I mean we get outta here, you wake up back home like none of this shit happened. Do you just go back to your old life or nah?

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