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[hardlydead]

S'good. Varied.

[ he's now basically alternating between words and kisses. ]

Big history too. Think you'd like it.

[outerfringe]

[It's unfair because it's extremely distracting.]

Yeah? What do you think I like?

[Curious, not accusatory.]

[hardlydead]

Hm.

[ good question, guess he's just gonna have to do some more kissing while he thinks about an answer. ]

Hole in the wall kinda venues? Music way too fuckin' loud for the space. Kinda place that would've stunk of cigarettes and sweat twenty years ago.

[outerfringe]

Yeah. Alright, got me there.

[And even if David hadn't, he's clearly just sort of talking to extend this facade of conversation here while he gets some affectionate attention here.]

You show me some good concerts. I'll give you a tour of the dog parks.

[hardlydead]

[ his shoulders shake with silent laughter but honestly he'd love that. ]

Sounds perfect.

[outerfringe]

[Well.

Fuck.

Obviously he'd wanted to escape this shit before, but it's suddenly so much more personal than it's ever been. He's made out with this guy like one and a half times - stupid.

Jeff's voice drops, quiet.]

Holding you to it.

[hardlydead]

[ he lifts his head so he can look at jeff, eyes scanning his face as if he'll find some sign he's joking or lying or something. but obviously he's not. ]

Good.

[ david smiles after a moments pause, pointedly not giving up any mental real estate to the impossibility of it all. ]

[outerfringe]

[Jeff's expression is as quietly serious as it usually is.]

God, we're- weird.

[hardlydead]

Speak for yourself.

[ super normal guy over here how dare you. ]

[outerfringe]

Whatever. You know I'm right.

[hardlydead]

[ okay, okay. he'll be serious. ]

Why's that?

[outerfringe]

[Jeff isn't. :')]

Dog park's just a weird date.

[hardlydead]

[ wow. ]

Weirder than this?

[outerfringe]

This a date?

[A sincere question, like it's just occurred to him.]

[hardlydead]

[ he was joking but... you know what, why not? ]

... Yeah. Course it is.

[ he puffs out his chest and nods a little with that "i've just decided this and i'm not entirely confident about it yet" kind of bravado. ]

[outerfringe]

Oh. Jesus.

[He leans in, shifting to rest his forehead against David's shoulder. It's the gentlest melodramatic theatrics ever.]

Now I feel underprepared.

[hardlydead]

[ he laughs quietly and puts a hand on the back of jeff's head. ]

What would you've done differently?

[outerfringe]

Nothing. But I could've psyched myself up beforehand, right?

[hardlydead]

To do what? Exactly what we've been doing?

[ here have some pats on the back, that'll help. ]

[outerfringe]

[Well, he doesn't mind them.]

Yeah. Guess I should be glad I don't have a place to clean up.

[hardlydead]

There's a thought.

[ there, one hand on jeff's head one on his back, such affection for this ridiculous anxiety riddled man. ]

What would you do different if we were at your place?

[outerfringe]

[He's mostly just being silly, because approaching whatever this is with any more gravity feels like it would be insane.

At the same time? The touch really does help.]

I'm a decent cook. You got any allergies?

[hardlydead]

[ he shakes his head with a soft noise to say no. ]

Lead-lined stomach at that.

[outerfringe]

Dinner and beer, then.

[He kisses David's neck once.]

Maybe Rocket League. Who knows.

[hardlydead]

[ he tilts his head to encourage a lil more of that. ]

I wouldn't trust me with a game, might break your controller.