[ he's trying very hard to be aware of his own limits, to know when he's forcing it too much. it's not something david has ever been particularly good at in any respect, but he thinks he's managing here. the brief panics are okay — exhausting, but ultimately they pass quick and then it's over — he hasn't yet bumped up against that bone-deep fear that tells him he's wrong-- or worse. he can manage this. ]
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[ he nudges jeff's foot with his own and nods. ]
I'll tell you if I'm not okay.