No. [ he wanted to make a joke, brush it off, but it's the kind of thing he should be honest about. ] Not at first.
[ there's a small frown on his face, thoughtful more than anything, and he shrugs a shoulder while spooning some curry onto his plate. ]
Wanna be though. And there's only one way to do that.
[ he's uncomfortably aware of that much, that he's not just going to wake up and suddenly 20 odd years of baggage and internalised bullshit will go away, but there's comfort and safety that he's found in jeff, and security in the idea of being away from home. he can get over the other side of this. ]
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[ there's a small frown on his face, thoughtful more than anything, and he shrugs a shoulder while spooning some curry onto his plate. ]
Wanna be though. And there's only one way to do that.
[ he's uncomfortably aware of that much, that he's not just going to wake up and suddenly 20 odd years of baggage and internalised bullshit will go away, but there's comfort and safety that he's found in jeff, and security in the idea of being away from home. he can get over the other side of this. ]