[ he practically leaps on to that one, and yeah he felt self-conscious before, but that really only makes it intensify. is it too eager? but he thinks over there he could maybe just... relax in a way he can't here, not yet. ]
[ and there's a part of him, a fucked up stupid part, that thinks he needs to see how they actually are together. most backwards-ass thing in the world, catching himself thinking how he's not gonna come out for a guy who'll be sick of him in a month. but the thought's there, so david's just doing his best to work around it. ]
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[ he practically leaps on to that one, and yeah he felt self-conscious before, but that really only makes it intensify. is it too eager? but he thinks over there he could maybe just... relax in a way he can't here, not yet. ]
[ and there's a part of him, a fucked up stupid part, that thinks he needs to see how they actually are together. most backwards-ass thing in the world, catching himself thinking how he's not gonna come out for a guy who'll be sick of him in a month. but the thought's there, so david's just doing his best to work around it. ]
[ he clears his throat awkwardly. ]
Said you were gonna show me the dog parks, right?