[ david takes a big drink of his pint, a good third of the glass gone when he sets it back down, like that'll stave off the awkwardness or his warring instincts. all it gives him instead is a very sudden belch that he only just manages to cover his mouth for. not the most attractive he's ever been, but jeff's literally seen his insides, what's some gas after that? ]
I looked for you. I looked for all of you.
[ that comes out suddenly too, before david's even aware of the words forming in his mind they're out of his mouth like an apology. he knows rationally he hasn't done anything wrong, but he still feels guilty. maybe he should've listened more to élodie, then he could've found a way to get jeff out of there-- to get them all out of there. ]
[ he looks down at his glass, taps his fingers on the side of it with a frown. and then when he looks back at jeff it's with half a tired smile. ]
Fuckin' insane finding Yun-Jin's Instagram after that.
[ photos of her and the trickster. smiling, posing at events. that was weird to scroll through knowing where they both were now. ]
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I looked for you. I looked for all of you.
[ that comes out suddenly too, before david's even aware of the words forming in his mind they're out of his mouth like an apology. he knows rationally he hasn't done anything wrong, but he still feels guilty. maybe he should've listened more to élodie, then he could've found a way to get jeff out of there-- to get them all out of there. ]
[ he looks down at his glass, taps his fingers on the side of it with a frown. and then when he looks back at jeff it's with half a tired smile. ]
Fuckin' insane finding Yun-Jin's Instagram after that.
[ photos of her and the trickster. smiling, posing at events. that was weird to scroll through knowing where they both were now. ]